Searching for you :(

Hey thereeeee. Ignore my previous post. Simply cause they're unbelievably absurd.

Okay so hye semua. Neiya is back. Neiya baru ja lepas tengok drama korea while you were sleeping. Best la jugak. Tapiiiiii, strong woman do bong soon is da besttt. Tak tipu laaa. So cuteeeee.
Aduhai i cant believe that i just leave my blog cenni ja. Neiya tak cerita langsung pasal life neiya kat sekolah. I swear life neiya time high school was absolutely awesome. Neiya jumpa ramai kawan. Well friends. Semua org friends neiya. Cuma yg betul betul friends neiya,, neiya sayang betul betul. Damn I sound like a budak wechat. So, i dont hope anyone would read this besides me. Im changing the link btw. Currently neiya tengah cari aifan. A boy who used to make me feel excited to go to my kindergarten. A boy who makes me feels safe whenever i am with him. Both of us just went to different paths. I dont know where he had gone. I hope we can meet again one day, like seriously im waiting for that one day. I found his facebook account but he seems to be like a boy who dont deal with social lifestyle. Not active on facebook, twitter or even insta. I just cant have a look on what he had been through without me. Was is good? Did he found another girl?
I need the answers. I dont want to look so pathetic waiting for someone whom im not sure wheter he would remember me or not. OH MYYYY DIS IS SO FRUSTRATINGGGGGGG.
HEY. I want to meet you again, just one more time. We'll have a lot if things to discuss about. 11 years.

How?

Okay so now his birthday is on 10th. And im here planning nothing. But then if I plan. Selalunya tak menjadi. Tapi kadang kadang menjadi ja. haishh. So how guyysssss? I need to celebrate it damn quick. But then,, I dont know how. Maybe giving a watch as a present would do. But thats not it. Maybe racing in the arcade would do to. After that? Omg im freaking out. I need to make him happy. Cause MAYBE i wont met him anymore. But I wish I can. Seriously. HAAAAAAA. An explore raceeeeeee. I will leave some notes. YESSSSSS. Thats it. I knew writing would help. I need to perform my Asar prayer. Bye guysssss. i love youuuuuuu.

A Story

Hello everyone. This is mee. Adlina. Nice name? I knoww. Lewls. I was just thinking about people's life. There was once a girl who dont even knew her name. And she just wander at the roadside. Selling something in a jar. Made by. Her mother. People looked at her as seem she is just a piece of trash. Imagine you met her. She talk to you word-by-word. Very polite. But the problem is her outlook. Her messy hair. Her worn clothes. Very miserable. You asked her what is she selling? She said- I don't know. And you were like - Oh okay. What's your name. And she said- I don't know. She did not say those words in a rude way. but in fact as I said. Word-by-word. You knew she is a pretty girl if she dress well. You asked her- Where is your mother? She said- My mother is sick. That is why I am replacing her to sell this thing. You said- Why don't you accompanied your mother? She smiled. She said- My mother is sick. I told you. So, my mom wont even knew if I was out. You felt so damn curious with this girl and said- Seriously? Can you follow me? As you wanted to ask more questions to her. She said- You talk too much. I think my mom would love you. And you said- Why don't you bring me to her? She said- I don't even know where she is. You stood dumbfounded. Then, how do you know she is sick. The girl starred and said- Don't you understand? What I know is just that my mom is sick. and i don't know where she is. What I can do is just to sell this thing' She pointed at the jar. You felt like this girl is really pyschotic and wanted to leave her. Before that, you ask, where's your father? She said- Why dont you ask my mom? I've been asking her but she wouldnt reply me. Maybe my father ran away. Of course. Who wanted to live amiserable life like this. Look now. not even my father, my mother also the villagers took her. You. Again. Starred. Into. Thin. Air. Okay. Now you feel like something is not okay with this girl and you brought her home. She said- I get to sleep on bed? Seriously? Usually I just sleep without planning I'm going to sleep. So, maybe I just land in the middle of the field or in front of someone house. You knew. This girl had lost her mother and trying to comfort herself by giving hope to herself and said her mom is sick. That girl slept soundly. You went into your room and your husband asked you. Who is that kid? Seriously? You want to do charity? Again? And involve with problems? Again? You just shut your mouth. But then your husband raise his voice. you answered all of the questions one by one. That gir knocked the door and said- You made me miss my parents. Your husband asked-why? She answered-  Fighting has been their daily routine until they forgot that they owned a child. I think I wanted to see my mother or else she is going to scold me. You and your husband felt creppy yet still you asked her to stay..Until one morning.......................................(to be continued)

Shattered. Into. Pieces.

For the first time that I just knew that you like someone else. So, currently I felt so stupid waiting for someone who is already someone else. I;ve been waiting for you for 2 years and 6 months. How is that supposed to make me feel happy. I ignored someone else. Because I thought you are not going to like someone else. But I was totally wrong. You are now with someone who is not prettier than me which makes me feel worse. So, danny. Be haapy witrh your life. Cause I have totally forgotten you. Cause I found a person who is NOT like you. Thank you for all those useless feelings. You are such a good-looking person.

Speaking Test Hewhew

so, dengan merendah dirinya saya meniup segala debu di blog saya disebabkan telah lama ditinggalkan. Pada minggu hadapan , saya selaku pt3 candidates pada tahun 2015 akan menghadapi speaking test dan juga listening test.
 Seperti yg anda semua jangkakan sudah pasti yg paling GERUN adalah speaking test. English lagi laaaaaaaa. Nak cakap apa kalau sports day. Aiyaaayiiaii.Science memang hancur luluh hati saya menjawab pre-trial harituh. Adakah disebabkan. Ishh. Lupakan. Okay. Minta. Maaf. Atas. Segala. Salah. Dan. Silap.

:')

Cause I don't wanna lose you nowww~~ I don't know why but I love that song. Cause it is just like my life. Actually, I never trust a boy. Ever. Ever. Just my daddy. Never trust a boy.Full of lies. Sucks. I have a history that makes me never to trust a boy. It was when I;m you know Standard 6. So, I'm not gonna tell you the story. Just saying that I love my daddy so damn much.

You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are grey
You'll never know dear
How much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away.

I really meant it. Please never take my father away. Please. Cause I felt like there will never be a person like him who truly loves me with all of his heart. I love him. A lot. He called us ''flowers of heaven''. He felt sad when I sang that song to him. That last sentence touched his heart. i don't want to lose him. The one and only who will never hurt my feelings. Who take good care of me. One day, I'll do anything just to keep him happy. Sacrifice. That is what he did. Ily. Thank you for everything dad.

Cenni ah hidup

 Beep test level 11. Congrats bro. Lol. Dak lani awat aku cenni.